It is Monday evening and time for my weekly update on the things that have shaped my world in the past week. There have been plenty of activities, lots of stress, and moments where I just wanted to throw my hands in the air. Thankfully, the most important moments of this week came this weekend when I simply decided that the only thing that mattered at the moment was my well-being.
Saturday morning rolled around and there were obviously things that needed my attention. The laundry was growing to the size of a small mountain. Floors needed to be swept and mopped. I definitely needed to give some attention to upcoming performances. Instead of focusing on any of those things, I decided to devote the day to myself. All of these other “things” would be there tomorrow.
On Saturday, I sat in my favorite chair and began binge-watching the latest season of Bridgerton on Netflix. When I needed a change of pace, I found humor in YouTube videos of infants and toddlers making funny faces. (I swear, it is the most relaxing thing I have ever watched!) I did a little light reading and ordered in food using DoorDash. The world didn’t spin out of orbit. Nothing collapsed because I didn’t devote attention to it. As promised, everything was still waiting for my attention on Sunday and I felt much better prepared to handle it.
Sunday morning was still very relaxed. I continued to watch Bridgerton and baby videos, but this time I was also beginning to tackle the laundry, floors, and trash. By the afternoon, I was ready to venture to campus to do a little planning for the week ahead and put in some time at the piano. (Trombone repertoire is always more difficult than I ever want to admit. I enjoy getting to play with young instrumentalists again, but I’m glad that the studio recital is on Friday evening! I need to get some of this music out of my hands and ears quickly.) It was nice to be in the office when no one else was around. I enjoyed working quietly in the silence of the building.
Did I get everything accomplished this weekend? Absolutely not. There is still laundry making its way through the wash cycle and trash that needs to be taken out tomorrow morning. But I did accomplish the most important task of the weekend. I took time to devote to my personal well-being, gave myself permission to rest, and entered the week ready to get things accomplished. Perhaps one of these days I’ll better learn the art of self-care and not have to completely shut down for an entire day to feel as though I am once again ready to face what is ahead.