Here’s a look back at the week that was….
HITS
- It was so good to be back home and to start playing again. Even though I love getting to talk to prospective students, I missed having time set aside each day at the piano.
- With the return home, I also got back to my journaling. TMEA was filled with long days and lots of work. By the time I made it back to my hotel each evening, the only thing I wanted to do was watch a few minutes of mindless television and collapse into my bed. I didn’t realize how much I had missed writing down my thoughts at the end of the day and clearing space in my head.
- It’s such a joy to play a preliminary hearing for a fully prepared student recital. They don’t come along as often as they should, so it is really nice when it happens!
- The middle of the semester can be a stressful time for students and faculty alike. When the stress comes, it is always a relief to see the return of joy to faces as we realize that the stress will ultimately come to an end and everything will be fine. I was also thrilled when one of those stressed students asked for help and began getting some personal tutoring. It’s so fun to see light bulb moments as well as the relief and pride that accompany it.
- At the end of a very stressful week, it was great to sit with friends late on a Friday evening and just enjoy the laughter. It released stressed, brought healing to wearied souls, and reminded us all that there is hope in the midst of struggle.
MISSES
- After a very long weekend and not enough rest, I found myself very snippy early in the week. When I found myself annoyed with students, they heard about it right away….probably a little more forcefully than they were accustomed to….but the correction was justified.
- People can be petty. There’s nothing worse than dealing with people who get their feathers ruffled over a situation that simply does not matter. Part of me hates that you were upset; the other part of me says that you need to get over it. Eh….
- Discouragement seems to be running rampant. It’s a tough time of the year and there is a lot of uncertainty in the air. I think it’s a combination of the extremely busy schedule we are facing as well as the mostly gloomy weather. It’s not a formula for great attitudes. I hate to see people struggling with discouragement and am offering as much encouragement as I can.
- On the flip side, there also seems to be a lot of entitlement floating around right now. I don’t know if I feel sorry for those displaying such ignorance because they “don’t know what they don’t know yet” [Thanks for that great phrase, Pastor Jason!] or if it simply pisses me off. I have a job to do with a very clear job description. However, a student will not dictate to me how I perform said tasks just because they think there is a better way to accomplish the task. Sadly, I’ve had to have that very conversation with a few students this week and I really hope they have gotten the message clearly because I don’t plan to repeat it again.